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akin to resignation

by Timmy Jacks Off

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punching thru tunnel vision focusing on a single thought until my spine takes on a different shape how will I kno when I have reached it and what will compel me to stop? an aberration syrupy landing wherever it may vicious and viscous shouldering another change I drag it around sometimes big and bloody and dripping a matter of attrition battle victory defeat in these shattered moments the order means nothing to me how will I kno when I have reached it and what will compel me to stop? pulling a tarp over this tiny world finding comfort in the cacophony and the things I just cant see big and bloody and dripping I drag it around sometimes big and bloody and dripping I try to set it down sometimes big and bloody and dripping I carry it around sometimes I try to set it down sometimes
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that's where i'll leave it where the clouds kiss and the sky weeps past the boarded up windows and broken siloes beyond where the tremors started and the trouble began where the flood slows to a trickle where I spilled my last sip beyond the palisades and dilapidated doors past the paranoia and exaggerated pain where the panick subsides and the paint never dries in that emerald pool where the corpse floats and you can see straight to the bottom that's where I left it stranded but shimmering
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hurling a globe of incandescence pondering the golden sparks pretending to be holy for a second waiting for a response when the small frame explodes fragmented finish lines covered in ice and things I could never ever identify consider the source twist the minut pleasure jesus how could it have slipped by? how did I let it slip by?
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spent the day in ecstasy's infancy tying ribbons around something once sacred and saccharine now just a sinking sentiment spent the night in cautious reverie making head holes so it all had some place to go practiced restraint but still made the same tired mistakes you must take the first step alone under stress and strain thru stuttering swells of the rush and roar from the dizzying down pour you must pluck it out of oblivion and put it in its precariously rightful place
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analogous 02:45
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uncoiled to get tangled up again prayer was out of the question this required direct action prayer was out of the question this required direct action bit down on whatever was closest this is the refrain but it's not true this is the refrain but it's not true eschewed the dreams the one where I was mighty and the one where I was weak the one where I was mighty and the one where I was weak uncoiled to get tangled up again prayer was out of the question this required direct action this is the refrain but it's not true this is the refrain but it's not true eschewed the dreams the one where I was mighty and the one where I was weak the one where I was mighty and the one where I was weak this is the refrain but it's not true this is the refrain but it's not true
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on the tip of my tongue struck deaf and dumb it has always been a process of respite and rapid fire numbness pointless analysis tiny notches spilling potent potions all illusory all that I wanted it to be
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clutching something brite and dreadful sinking form always whittled away I stalled to get my point across understanding the dense and muddled outcome licking the whisky off my lips returning to camouflage once again once again I give into the possible ways to wrap around and the beautiful sounds I can't make out licking the whisky off my lips returning to camouflage once again once again I give in to the possible ways to wrap around and the beautiful sounds I kno I can make out I hear chimes the clock strikes an invisible hour haven't you heard there's a flurry going on outside
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split my skull sailed down my spinal cord rested in my ribs too tired to resist pacified without a crutch without a crutch split my skull sailed down my spinal cord rested in my ribs too tired to resist pacified without a crutch without a crutch split my skull sailed down my spinal cord rested in my ribs too tired to resist oughta knock me out oughta knock me out split my skull sailed down my spinal cord rested in my ribs too tired to resist oughta knock me out oughta knock me out oughta knock me out oughta knock me out oughta knock me out oughta knock me out
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released August 20, 2019

produced mixed and mastered by Ash Blackwater at Five Miles From Nowhere

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